What does it mean when the signs that you're looking for does not exists? what then is the implication of it in your life? will you give up your plans just to have peace of mind? these were thoughts that bothered me last night. Thoughts that would either make me happy or forever blue. I don't want to make things complicated and much more i dont want to hurt other people's feelings, nor i don't want to ruin relationships of other people. I just cant accept the fact that I was born to be alone. Why did it take me a long time to finally accept that truth. But I was a fighter, I mean I want to be happy, and finding happiness is the greatest success that any human being lived for. I met this guy Edgardo Agustin Escalante Navarro whom I thought the right and perfect. But destiny's been so cruel to me. That day when I asked for the sign, nothing happens. I was there waiting for the sign to happen. Nagmukha akong tanga staring at him. Gaga nga naman ako eh, as in totally gaga.

Apart from the fact that i have to accept the reality, i've seen that life is like this. Sometimes you're in the bottom down under, sometimes you're up there. Pero kahit ano man ang mangyari, I will still fall in love. Kahit masaktan man ako, at least naranasan ko kung paano magmahal.